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September 16
Well everyone to keep you all updated on what’s happening in my life. My wonderful man of God, Ron is here. Yup that’s right here in Australia. We are very very very in love not only with each other but with God. It’s great that we can pray together and awww it’s just so exciting. We want to do this Gods way, so we have set up boundaries, to stop us from falling into sin. Everything is wonderful. I love his heart, it’s so beautiful. There’s so much depth to him, he truly knows what’s important in this life. Haha and I’m fond of his beautiful big brown eyes, they’re great. There’s rumours going around that we’re sleeping together, that couldn’t be more wrong. We both love Jesus and desire to be in the centre of His will for us. The Bible makes it extremely clear that sex is meant for a marriage relationship. That’s what we want for each other; we don’t want to cause one another to sin . Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres 1 Corinthians13:4-7.
Our love is real and it rejoices in the truth of the Gospel, we do not long to be like worldly couples and have sex outside a marriage relationship. Instead we choose to remain pure, until it is Gods timing for us to be married. August 26
God Said No
I asked God to take away my habit. God said, No.
It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up.
I asked God to make my handicapped child whole.
God said, No.
His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary.
I asked God to grant me patience.
God said, No. Patience is a by-product of tribulations; it isn't granted, it is learned.
I asked God to give me happiness.
God said, No. I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you.
I asked God to spare me pain.
God said, No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me.
I asked God to make my spirit grow.
God said, No. You must grow on your own, but I will prune you to make you fruitful.
I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life.
God said, No. I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things.
I asked God to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me.
God said...Ahhhh, finally you have the idea. | August 25
LOL I was goin through my emails and look what I found! Stevo check it out! lol back in the olden days hehe. When I was just a girl who had enormous chrushes haha.
To:
totalcutie_111@hotmail.com
Subject:
To the awesomest girl eva!
Hey Babe! It should be nearing 2 AM there. Aww, you’re probably sleeping like a baby. I hope you’re having a good dream! I’m just sitting here at work with absolutely NO work to do! Haha. It’s kinda cool really. I came in and sat down about 2 hours ago, and all I’ve done is played my game and listened to music since then. I’ve gotten paid for 2 hours to play a game! Hahaha. That’s SO cool!! I got tired of playing though and you aren’t here to talk to, so I don’t know what I’m gonna do next! Actually, I don’t think I can get onto a messenger service from work. They are blocked. I got the new Lifehouse CD last night. Have you ever listened to them? They’re really good. I like them a lot. Man! I could watch a MOVIE!! I didn’t even think of that! I have two on my laptop. Yay…all I need is some popcorn and a drink now! L Still wish you were here though. I’d much rather talk to you. Anyway, I don’t want to leave you too much to read in case you don’t have time when you wake up, so I’ll go ahead and shutup! I hope you have a wonderful trip! Don’t forget about meh! Hehe, Love ya so much!! Be safe, and may God bless you more and more each day. MWAHHHHH. Hey to your family….byeee Beautiful! J
| August 23
     
Hey everyone, yeah I’m still really sick. I think I have a really high temperature been sweating so bad haha I’ve had 3 showers today! The ocean called and said they were running out of water. I’ve been pretty miserable at home by myself, been so lonely. Thanks to everyone that talked to me or texted me today, you kept me in high spirits. Thanks Matt and Mick for your texts sorry I couldn’t text back, I’m out of credit but it’s the thought that counts. Thanks Skye, Connie, Jen and Jess without realising it you kept me company, love you guys! I went for a drive this afternoon, which was very silly of me because I was so ill. I was scared I’d forget the things I’ve learnt if I stop driving now. I don’t know how I’ll ever manage to sleep tonight, I have 2 huge pain killers and they make you feel almost normal, I have slept almost the entire day away and had Pepsi. Last night I sat up really late, you know how you just feel to sick to sleep. So I sat up and watched Sense and Sensibility to about 2 am. Such a gorgeous movie! I love vision radio; there have been some great sermons on today. I’m so glad I got to listen to them. Nothing like a word from God to cheer you up. He’s my dearest friend never leaves me not even when I’m sick. Love to all my gal pals, your amazing J
     
| August 20
Do you ever just like to sit there and think about how awesome God is? You put on some praise and worship music on while you’re lying on your bed, or turn on the Christian radio in the car; you go for a walk past the beauty of nature God created. I know I love to, and lately realising more right now than ever before in my life how completely in awe I am of Him. I miss that closeness I had with God, I feel I have let so many things come before Him. I looked for answers in others eyes; I put school work before reading His word. I’d get up early and pray every morning, but now grab the lip-gloss instead. I can’t live a life of complete faith, but I can live one of faithfulness. That’s the beauty of our Heavenly Father, His undeserved grace. Knowing He is interested in everything I do, knowing He is waiting for me to run back into His arms. Knowing my doubts don’t separate me from God’s love. “For His unfailing love towards those who fear Him is as great as the height of the heavens above” (Ps 103:11). The big news of the Bible is not that you love God, but that He loves you! He says your name is engraved on the palm of His hand. His thought of you out number the grains of sand on the beach. He sees the worst in you, yet still believes the best. Your sins of yesterday and your failings in the future don’t surprise Him: He knows them all. Every day and every deed of your life has passed before His eyes and been calculated in His decision. He knows you better than you know yourself.
    
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I miss the way it used to be
When you were my best friend
Oh, you meant the world to me
It seemed my love would never end
With an undying thirst for holiness
I put my heart in your hands to mold
Now the desires removing less and less
This callous heart has gotten so cold
A fire was once burning in my soul
Now I have other things in your place
It seems now my heart has a hole
I used to wake up early and seek your face
Now with tears running down
I miss the time we've been apart
Sin is so wretched and caused me to drown
But now I'm ready to give you back my heart
Thank you Jesus, I missed you so
I'll never understand your grace for me
Now that I've got you, I won't let you go
You broke these chains and set me free
More of You and less of me is my desire
Now every part of the Word I will devour
So when people see me they'll see a fire
Jesus Christ in me, His resurrection power
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And He’s reached His verdict “I Love You”! No discovery will disillusion Him, no rebellion dissuade Him. He loves you with an unfailing love, and that knowledge can lift you, restore you and put you back on your feet. Cry out to God in repentance ask for forgiveness and know you’ve been forgiven. Go now and draw near to Him J | July 31
 Well the youth service went wonderful there, the spirit of God was moving. I loved it, just shut my eyes and reached out to God in worship. School was pretty lame today, I think all students just reach a place where it’s kind of like “Dude we have to get out of this place”. I question the teacher’s passion for their job, for many it’s just the money. A lot of them don’t realise how much they annoy student’s parents, unfair grading, and poor teaching I’m extremely sick of the school. They’re taking our Friday afternoons off us. A lot of them are lacking in wisdom, because you can’t make someone learn. They need to want to learn, to have a teachable spirit. The seniors are only hurting themselves if they decide to go downtown and muck around and waste the time that’s given to them to work on assessment. There are some of us that do follow the rules and getting punished because some kids don’t care about they’re schooling. Anyway enough about stupid school haha I’m totally out of there soon, praise the Lord. I need to be doing something I love, something I have a burning passion for and man I just feel Gods flooded my heart with this fire and I want to be witnessing, I want to go to Bible College. But I do acknowledge Gods place for me right now is school. So I shouldn’t whine or complain although it’s extremely tough at times. Well I don’t feel like writing anymore.
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Oh yeah did I tell you all how much I loved Ron. ♥ Haha I love him SOOOOO MUCH! ♥ Better not get me started on the Ron subject. Lol I could type forever!
Love you all Kisses to my gals. God Bless | July 29
 Hey all you lovely bloggers out there. What a beautiful fantastic Saturday morning. The sun is shining so brightly, the air is fresh and its nice and warm God is good. I didn’t sleep in today, can you believe it, although I did something a lot better. Gods feeding my hunger for His word and this morning at 7am I found myself in the word. Romans, 2 Corinthians, Psalms, Micah haha I know! It was absolutely wonderful. The next time I looked at the time, hours had pasted. I miss Jen and Conifer hehe it was like having two more sisters, we had a ball didn’t we girls. (Connie haha mmm yumm shoelacesJ). I’ll be praying for your healing Jenny, I know how much the vomiting bug stinks. That reminds me I HAVEN’T SPEWED TODAY YAY! OOO Yeah you guys all from training week, last week was our first Scripture Union program, we’re looking at “Authority”. No one showed up at first we were cut, we were extremely disappointed and bitterly upset. We were tired from all the planing and completely depressed. We all shed a few tears but I remembered Jesus saying “Come to me, all  you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light” Matthew 10:26. God never promised things would be easy, but he promises to never give us anything more than we can cope with. We’re not going to let Satan get to us. We’re soldiers in Gods army; we are more than conquers in Christ (see Romans 8:37) nothings going to stop us. We also meet for prayer every week Tuesday lunch times. (So anyone who wants to come pray with us is very welcome. Prayer will be held in the old office room, A block). This will be a fantastic time to draw near to God and time to grow closure as a team under God. We often use prayer as a last resort, but our SU team desires prayer to be our first resort. Jenny, I and Emily want to go on a mission’s trip, haha today I asked Dad if we can go during the Christmas holidays and Daddy was like. “Kristy one little word for you “Ron”. I completely forgot haha silly me. I know I belong here at the moment my mission field is my school for now. I’m trusting God, He’ll send me where he wants me to be after school. OOOO I got to tell you, Ron’s visa has been accepted, and they granted him the 6 months!!! I know it’s wonderful, we’ve been praying they’d look upon Ron’s visa with favour. It’s really exciting, we need him here, another  person here will be a great help….a blessing. From there on I have no idea what Gods going to do, instead of freaking out I’m looking at it as an exciting adventure. Whatever Gods got for either of us, it’s going to be amazing. Which reminds me no Youth Bible Study tonight, I’m seriously going to miss it. But remember family service tomorrow at church, lunch as a SU team at AOG Youth Shed, and wait for it wait for it. Yup…YOUTH SERVICE Sunday night. BBQ to start things off at 5;30pm I think. Can’t wait to see all you guys again. I feel so behind times because I missed 4 days at school eeek. So I’ll be talking you into your graves tomorrow hehe.
Love you all, kisses to my gal pals.
God Bless you all, I want Gods best for everyone of you. xoxox
| July 14
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Just got back from Bundaberg it was a really enjoyable time with the family. We sang praises and worshipped God on the way over and back, spent time in prayer together and had a lot of extremely good laughs. We shopped and saw “Pirates of the Caribbean 2” that was pretty good; I didn’t think I’d like it but I really did enjoy it. Love my family, they’ve always encouraged me and supported me in all of my decisions. We’ve had our moments but I’m a moody teenager and they are loving parents who just want the best for me. They’re job is to care even when I don’t. As I was sitting in the car going to Bundaberg I opened my wallet and there was a picture of Ron, opened my phone and there he was again on my screen. First thing I did when I got home was run to my computer to check if he had replied to me email, guess he’s just busy I don’t want to judge his intentions and think the worst. I have missed our closeness and I think the distance between us has a lot to do with me. I think I may have scared him off. Not think but know I have scared him off. I have to start getting it through my head he’s not like other men. I have met so many that declare their love to women and run off and leave at the drop of a hat. Part of me feels I got to put up this wall of protection and stop Ron from getting closure, because if he does happen to meet someone else I’ll be shattered. (Doctor Phil please help me) only joshin! Haha told ya Libbie I’m no good at this kind of stuff. Please don’t ask me for anymore love life advice. I really and truly don’t have a clue when it comes to the opposite sex. Truth is it’s a trust issue and I need to trust God for my future and for my future man. I believe God stands before my failures and if this relationship is His will for my life than it’ll work and come together despite my shortcomings and failures. My wall of protection has worked, so much so that we never seem to talk anymore or in that case find things to talk about. I have two choices I could quit and runaway, or I can put my trust in God and let Him take control of this situation. Whatever happens in this situation I want you all to know Christ is my all and I will thrive in either circumstance.
Just going to keep on following God, Kristy
Yup this is love alright!
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July 06
  
 Hey all, wow I feel like I haven’t wrote to you all in such a long time. So much has happened since we have last talked. Today is Thursday, yeah the Thursday of my last week of holidays. Instead of not looking forward to going back to school like I usually am. I’m filled with a new excitement to get back there. I’m needed in that school and Gods placed me there for a reason. It’s the place where I’ve learnt what persecution is, what it is to live a Godly life, what it’s like to suffer for Christ and be hated by the world. I’ve have been given a taste of ministry and I love it.
For those of you who don’t know on the first week of my holidays I headed to a Training Week run by Scripture Union. The theme of the training week was stepping up. What an amazing time it was, to really get into Gods word and spend lots of time in prayer. To just really get away from the distractions in life and concentrate on my one true love. We had small groups we met with, after every session where we’d just talk and share our lives with each other, encourage and pray over one another. I was with such lovely girls Hayley, Kelsey, Jess, Marley and Jill our leader. They were beautiful and I miss their friendship. The people in our dorm were amazing Tara, Steph, Hannah, Georgie, Kylie the chaplain, Emily my sister and Jenny. We all got on so well and they were such a blessing, little tressures. Our room was defiantly the loudest; our laughter could be heard miles away. I’ve met so many lovely teenagers who have a burning desire to see people saved. The hearts of the teenagers there were beautiful as I saw young women wanting to be perfected by God, wanting to be authentic. Knowing that true beauty was more than what you wore or how you did your hair and young men that understood that also. There were Godly young men there who have been brought up to be gentlemen, they have respect for woman, they have a passion for the lost, a love for God that will never die, a passion to serve Him whole heartedly that will never burn out . The teenagers love and passion for God was incredible many of them were more on fire than the leaders. The anointing on some of those teens is powerful. I miss them all dearly but I know we’ll meet again… I’M GOING BACK NEXT YEAR *SCREAMS*.
Last night Sarah drove Anna, Emily and myself to the Chinese because she’s heading back to Uni soon and that’s going to be the last time we see her until September *tears up* my little girl’s all grown up :-P. After tea we went to west end and grabbed some ice-creams and headed home to watch a DVD called “Red Eye” which was really good and then had a game of Monopoly, yep I won again!!! Today our family headed to The Grand Hotel for lunch and spent some time talking, laughing and just growing closure as a family. It was a great meal too haha very Italian YUMMM! Afterwards the girls went shopping, but you know how sometimes you’re just not in the mood to shop… that was so me today, weird I know. Not sure but I think we’re all going to the minister house for tea tomorrow. That’ll be great Mr. Ken is such a clown, he’s great.
Mannn I have this desire to go on a mission trip. If I do it, it’ll have to be sometime near the end of this year. ARHHH next year is my last year of school and I’m not so sure I’m going to be able to leave for a few months in my very last senior year. OOOO I got my Hairdressing cert. 2 in the mail today haha YAY. I’ll have to put it in my resume’ tonight. Just wanted to let you know I haven’t forgot all of you and you’re all extremely special to me. Be in prayer for this mission’s trip dream.
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